Faith~Hope~Prayers Gets Me By Day To Day 



Well these days this

darkened beauitful 

image of a half dead,

half broken woman

has to hold her faith,

strength, hope,

courage, prayer request

 real tight and close to 

my life because without

them I think I would

drive my own self

clinically, medically

insane because

Arnold Chiari

Malformation Disease

puts me through a

hellacious torturous

life each day I open

my eyes so that’s

why I always do

meditations to

relax my mind and

hopefully my body

to and as I say

prayers before bed and

before my feet hits

the floor asking God

almighty to help heal

my broken body and

please take my sickness

away from me because

each day with chiari is

never the same and

one minute I can be

fine then the next be

crazed mental

institution person

having a meltdown

with the God awful

hellish mood swings

to boot with it but in

reality it’s only mood

swings not a crazed

mental institution

person and yes on

Facebook I might ask my

chiari family and other

friends to start a prayer

chain for the one’s like

myself dealing with

chiari and the horrible

ugly blows each day to us

and our families because

there’s been many times

now my son and my other

children has told me

momma we don’t like to

see you in all this pain

and being so sick each

and some day’s not

being able to hold your

own head up off of your

pillow or bed as tears

stream’s down their

troubled cheeks and

eyes that causes me to

cry and then I look at

my whole family thinking

God you bless me with them

so bless them when I no

longer can because

someone besides their

dad needs to guide them

and love them when I no

longer can because of

chiari had made other

plans for me because my

body is calling to be

healed father Jesus

Christ will you heal

me or bring me home

beyond those pearly

gates of heaven because

I would prefer to be

here with my family so

please will you heal me







©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved 2017–And not allowed to use any parts of my poems writing words thinking thoughts quotes stories erotic-poems erotica-poems without my consent and knowledge to do so and it’s greatly appreciated and thanks in advance y’all


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I am me and the best person I can be and also I love to write poetry and have published a book...But most importantly I am chiarian with a rare brain disease called Arnold Chiari Malformation Disease and it has no cure as of yet for more information on chiari visit link I'm providing you (www.conquerchiari.org) and each day is a struggle and battle with my chiari malformation disease but someone who has the guidance of God I will make it through to another day and another tomorrow and just remember that God loves you to and regardless be happy being you and don't change yourself for no one because you cannot please everyone so don't die trying to... And I love to write and share my works with y'all but sometimes my brain becomes confused and I make some mistakes but I surely will correct them and have a blessed day... {THIS BLOG HOLD'S PIECES THAT'S HUMOUROUS, FUNNY, SILLY, KILLER, MURDEROUS, LOVE ANIMALS, PICTURES, SENSE OF HUMOR PIECES, RED~NECK, CONFEDERACY STUFF, COUNTRY, DOWN HOME SOUTHERN GOODNESS, NATIVE AMERICANS STUFF AND CULTURE, ART WORK, LOVE, LIFE, CURE, INCURABLE DISEASES CHRONIC, ILLNESSES, INVISIBLE ILLNESSES, QUOTES, POEMS, POETRY} ~~~~{NO NON~SENSE WILL NOT BE TOLERATED OR FLIRTING AROUND WITH PEOPLE ON THIS SITE WILL NOT WORK BECAUSE I AM HAPPILY MARRIED AND SAME GOES FOR MY HUSBAND WHOM WRITES ON MY BLOG SO KEEP THE TONGUE CONCEALED AND KEEP THE DIRTY NASTY THINGS PICTURES WHATEVER CAN YOU SELF CUZ I DON'T WANT TO SEE THAT EITHER SO DON'T BE SENDING THAT TO MY PERSONAL EMAIL BECAUSE YOU'RE TOO MANY CRAZY PSYCHO PEOPLE OUT HERE THE DON'T MIND HARASSING AND THREATENING YOU OR YOUR FAMILY BECAUSE THESE SITES YOU CAN REPORT THEM BUT THEY'RE STILL KEEP COMING BACK YOU CAN'T EVEN BLOCK THEM SO THAT'S THE REASON WHY I'M ADDING THIS AGAIN AS MY ABOUT ME SO PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND I'M NOT TRYING TO OFFEND ANYONE}~~~~{BUT LET ME ADD ALSO THAT THE SEPTEMBER IS AWARENESS MONTH FOR CHIARI THE COLOR IS PURPLE FOR RIBBON AND CLOTHING WE HOLD WALKS ACROSS AMERICA EACH YEAR TO TRY TO RAISE MONEY UP FOR FINDING TO FURTHER THE RESEARCH ON FOR CURE BECAUSE THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE WITH CHIARI OR STUFF THAT IS RELATED TO CHIARI THAT IS DYING WITHOUT THE DOCTORS KNOWING WHY THEY JUST RULE IT OUT AS CHIARI SO PLEASE FEEL FREE AND LEARN ABOUT CHIARI BECAUSE IT'S A DAMAGING THING THAT MOST PEOPLE HAVE BUT THEY DON'T KNOW THEY HAVE IT THEY CAN BE A CARRIER THEIR WHOLE LIFE AND NOT SHOW NO SYMPTOMS OR SIGNS BUT NOT CONTRACT AND ON THE WAY THEY CAN FIND IT IS BY CT SCAN OR MRI SCAN BUT THERE'D HAVE TO BE SPECIFICALLY LOOKING FOR CHIARI NOT UNLESS IT WAS YOU KNOW THAT BAD AND IT SHOWS UP BUT THERE'S I THINK FOUR TYPES OF CHIARI TYPE 1, 2, 3, 4 JUST REMEMBER THAT A CHIARI AND LIFE IS NEVER THE SAME WE DON'T FEEL THE SAME SYMPTOMS WE DON'T FEEL THE SAME PAINS OR PAINS OR DIFFERENT OR SICKNESSES DIFFERENT EVEN THOUGH IT'S THE SAME DISEASE IT AFFECTS EVERYBODY IN DIFFERENT WAYS AS WE ALL RAISE AWARENESS THROUGHOUT THE YEAR NOT ONLY IN SEPTEMBER BUT THE WHOLE YEAR BECAUSE WE NEED TO CURE JUST LIKE OTHER DISEASES THEY NEED CURES SO THAT'S MY QUEST IN MY THING THAT I'M TRYING TO CONQUER IS TRYING TO HELP FIND A CURE FOR CHIARI SO HOPEFULLY MAYBE ONE DAY THAT THAT WILL HAPPEN BECAUSE IT IS HEREDITARY AND FAMILIES THEY JUST RELEASED A FEW YEARS AGO FROM THE MAYO CLINIC AND DUKE UNIVERSITY FROM WHERE THEY WAS DOING RESEARCH AND IT PROVIDES THE RESEARCH THAT IT IS HEREDITARY AND FAMILIES BECAUSE CHIARI WHEN YOU GET IT YOU GET IT FROM THE WOMB WHEN YOUR MOTHER IS PREGNANT WITH YOU INSIDE THE WOMB AND THEN THIS PASSED ON TO THE UNBORN FETUS THAT'S A LITTLE BIT ABOUT CHIARI AND ABOUT ME...... BAD OR NEGATIVE COMMENTS WILL NOT BE ALLOWED BECAUSE IT CAN CAUSE UNNEEDED STRESS CAUSING LOWER PART OF MY BRAIN TO SWELL AND COULD CAUSE IT TO IMPACT WITH MY BRAIN STEM KILLING ME DO PLEASE KEEP COMMENTS NICE THAT'S NOT TO MUCH TO ASK OF Y'ALL

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