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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #17 {Can’t Sleep At Night}

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #17} {Can’t Sleep At Night} 

 

 

Sleep is what I would love to have at night but sleep never comes because I have insomnia that keeps me wake at night `n` then the other part is that my big brain is hard as heck to shut down so I can sleep all due to Arnold Chiari Malformation Disease because we attend to keep our brains on auto run so we will not forget a thing like even our own name `n` sometimes at night I just lay on my bed wide awake thinking about life `n` how I miss loved one’s that’s no longer here with me `n` then I am online doing research for chiari information to help us out so we all can conquer this before our 💓 heart stops or before we have a stroke to kill us or some other related issues to chiari `n` I wish sleep would come but that’s like a straight up fairytale that will never happen until I am past dog dead tired then I will be sleeping for a short while but it seems like minutes to me but what can I do besides try to lay `n` sleep at night as sleep~sleep~sleep sound’s mighty dang good right now because I’m running on fumes `n` way past empty `n` how I wish my brain would let me sleep 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/10/2017 all rights reserved originally written on Write Out Loud but posting here on 12/15/2017

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I’m About Ready To Lose My Mind

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{I’m About To Lose My Mind} 

 

 

I’m about ready

to lose my cotton

picken mind  

 

 

because the same

pain each day when

I open my eyes

is about ready to

drive this

woman totally insane 

 

 

because the throbbing,

aching, blurred 

vision, sensitivity

to light and 

​​​​​​sounds along with

the headache on top

of a bad migraine

headache with bad

swelling to boot on

top of these daily

feeling’s but today it’s

so bad if I could

scream, shout or

even cry to make it

help I surely would

do it 

 

 

but in reality it

will make it all

worse for me as

I wish I could

find a dark place

and hide away

from the sounds

and light of life

that makes me

sick each day 

 

 

because I’m to the

breaking point to

where I’m just

about ready to

lose my mind while

the whole world

stays blinded to

their normal lives

as this life I live

daily is a life that

is torturous living

hell as it feels

like I’m living in hell

with this

mind~bottling~

blowing~sickening~

never~ending~pain

 

 

as I’m the one

suffering in this

world where I wish

time and time again

that I was never born

into 

 

because my mind is

so confused entwined

with my nerves,

spine that’s disabling

what is left with my

poor old chiari mind

as I sit around

fading away from

a sickness that I or

no doctor’s can

keep at bay 

 

 

as I simply feel like

I’m losing my chiari

sickened weakened

mind as the time

unfolds the never

ending saga that

always will

continue with so

much pain that is

trying to triumph

me daily

 

 

because I’m about

ready to lose my mind 

 

 

 

because I can

honestly say thank

you chiari because

I really don’t like

you much anymore

so go find someone

else to turn into

your living rotting

decaying corpse

and vacate from

what is left of my

body and sickened

mind 

 

 

because until you

cure me or kill me

I will be using my

mind 

 

 

 

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©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover 12/04/2017 all rights originally written on Write Out Loud but posting here 12/04/2017 

Questions Of Why People Hate?

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{Questions Of Why People Hate?}

Well me personally over the year’s has come to find that people who wants to hate you or a race or nationality hasn’t been taught any better than what they are in fact showing to other’s in this country, society, and world

And then them infecting the minds of the youth of our world as other people stand by trying to stop it but one person cannot stop them or take them down without people helping in the process of that and still yet they can spread and spew their evil corruption to this world that is slowly slipping through the gates of a bad race war and civil war ending one race while facing other races that will be there to pick up where the one’s couldn’t

And it’s sad to have so many numbers of people in this world who is racist because ninety seven precent are in fact racist today and those numbers are very high knowing what kind of world we live in today and then you have the other three precent that thinks racism isn’t a big problem or issue in this world today but it is one hundred percent and when will this world and it’s people pull their head’s from their butts and realize what is beating on the outside of our walls to our homes and society before we are destroyed and as of now our children sees the hate written on the walls as the waves hasn’t completely washed it away today and the people who hate is only delivering corruption to our children’s minds faster than a old rotted away plague that’s growing dangerous with hateful decay and it’s a reoccurring thing year after year and decade after decade and when will this hate and racism stay far at bay not being able to infect the minds of our little one’s

And the question remains today why would anyone teach or back or even spread or spew their hate about one race and that should be a crime against humanity and another useless law that won’t pass or one that will be broken a million times over again while our children and society is bracing for the race war ahead for our dying, crying, lying country and nation and we all are facing a civil war that will end most of mankind

And why and when did our country and it’s people stop carrying about what is happening and that’s a coming for us and our children in the year’s ahead that seems to be growing dangerously closer than we all think

And as our society and country can actually care less about any of these problems and issues so don’t be whining later on when it all goes to hell or people are killed when you merely set there doing nothing about it while our children and people’s blood is splattered on the sidewalks and walls waiting for the clean up crew to wipe it all away like yesterday old brew that leaves a bad rotten taste in our mouths

 

 

 

 

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©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover November 27, 2017

Just So Sick

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I’m so sick of being tired and weak all the time due to my illness and sickness but I hope and pray it will get better for me but I honestly don’t know if it will

 

 

 

 

 

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©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover

Dear Santa Claus

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Dear Santa Claus,

 

 

All I want Christmas is a cure for Arnold Chiari Malformation Disease for me and all my chiari brother’s and sister’s because we have suffered greatly during our journey with Chiari and our horrible journey should be a better one than we have had so far and we all have been extra good this year and I don’t think any of us are on the naughty list and can please grant us this gift for Christmas Santa Claus 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover

Question

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{Question}

 

 

 

If you had a terminal ill loved one that was very sick could you watch them die daily over a long period of time? Knowing that they have suffered greatly during that time?

 

 

 

 

 

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©One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer/Tina Glover

Yesterday

{Yesterday}




Yesterday was your

seventh birthday but

mommy and daddy

didn’t get to celebrate

it with you because

God planned it in

heaven long before we

ever knew as we are

still so blue without you




RIP Lily Emma-Rose Glover 11/13/2010



P.S. Lily we love and miss you 







©Tina Glover All Rights Reserved/One_Pissed_Off_American_Ghost_Writer


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