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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #17 {Can’t Sleep At Night}

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #17} {Can’t Sleep At Night} 

 

 

Sleep is what I would love to have at night but sleep never comes because I have insomnia that keeps me wake at night `n` then the other part is that my big brain is hard as heck to shut down so I can sleep all due to Arnold Chiari Malformation Disease because we attend to keep our brains on auto run so we will not forget a thing like even our own name `n` sometimes at night I just lay on my bed wide awake thinking about life `n` how I miss loved one’s that’s no longer here with me `n` then I am online doing research for chiari information to help us out so we all can conquer this before our 💓 heart stops or before we have a stroke to kill us or some other related issues to chiari `n` I wish sleep would come but that’s like a straight up fairytale that will never happen until I am past dog dead tired then I will be sleeping for a short while but it seems like minutes to me but what can I do besides try to lay `n` sleep at night as sleep~sleep~sleep sound’s mighty dang good right now because I’m running on fumes `n` way past empty `n` how I wish my brain would let me sleep 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #16 {I Am All Confused?}

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #16 {I Am All Confused?} 

 

 

I am all confused 

I am unsure of something’s 

I am finding myself like a chicken 🏃 running around with my head cut off these day’s 

I am dazed 

I am here trying to grasp my reality before I lose what little insanity I have left 

I am beaten 

I am broken `n` scared up good for nothing diseased infected big brainer without a cure 

I am loved 

I am in love 

I am happy 

I am self content with my life 

I am a survivor 

I am a warrior 

I am a conquer 

I am miss independent woman that’s got her own 

I am simply just me 

I am living my life the best way I can knowing I have a rare brain disease inside killing me slowly each day until they find me a cure `n` other’s like me too 

I am a loving, honest, carrying woman that is loved by all most everyone that meets me

I am a down home southern charm or belle 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #13 Dairy Of The Southern Queen Entry #13 {No Southern Belle’s Or Gentleman Far As My Can See}

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #13} {No Southern Belle’s Or Gentleman Far As My Can See}

 

 

If this is the

main street

where southern

belle’s `n` 

gentleman are born

at please stand

them up in a

line for the

world to feel

pity for the

red,white,blue

trashy redneck’s

`n` hillbillies

which means

you too 

Because I

don’t see no

southern belle’s

in the picture or

no gentleman

either so that

must mean you

have no idea 

what a true

southern belle

`n` gentleman is

from the south

dog gone `n` 

shut my mouth

`n` kiss my grits

yee yee

little buddy 

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #8

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #8} 

 

 

 

Sadly she’s a

good~hearted~woman 

 

 

But many people

doesn’t appreciate

that in a woman

 

 

Because oddly

enough most

people prefers a

woman to be trashy

not classy with sass

about her because

it’s all about what’s

between her legs

when it comes

to that trashy

thot 

 

 

`N` I’m not

sorry that

I don’t

respent myself

like a thot

that’s entirely

what you are

looking for 

 

 

`N` if you want

or need a thot

I can set you

up the town ho

Josie that may

meet your

requirements

ah yes wait

that’s your new

girlfriend `n` 

soon to be baby

momma with

that worn out

thot thing

popping off

for you 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #6

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #6} 

 

 

His rhythm of

his songs played

like the sickest

twisted dead of a

deafening whistling 

whisper’s through

the cold northern

lights that only

the animals could

hear that kept

them howling

by the bay from the

amusement of his

meaningless song

that continues to

play his sickened

twisted deadline

songs as his

whistling whisper’s

never seems to fade

away that is stuck

here trying to be

released back to

the underground 

world where he 

came from that

will never be

free because the

whole world is

trying to sleep

without hearing

any peeps from a

bull~headed bloke

that never seems

to just choke 

 

 

 

 

 

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #5

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #5} 

 

 

His lying eyes

told a story of

a life filled with

lies deceit that

he was always

stuck on repeat

like a broken

record 

`N` he shouted

it to the world

making it sound

like it was a lost 

sunken treasure

chest filled with

his beautiful 

california sunfire

delight burning in

the deadening

roller coaster

🌃 night of his

own talented

tongues that

spoke many

different

language’s but

still delivered

the same pain

`n` hurt to

everyone he made

contact with as 

he is now still 

completely sunken

treasure on a island

far away from

everyone if you

want to go hunt

him down for his

long lost sunken

treasure to go “play

hide `n` go seek” for

because I’m done

with a old sunken

treasure that needs

a mapquest to find  

 

 

 

 

 

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Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3

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{Diary Of The Southern Queen Entry #3} 

 

 

When everyone

around you is

happy but you

try really hard

to be happy but

happiness will

not come or

step back into

your life no

matter how

hard you try

to make it

happen 

 

 

`N` some day’s

I wish that

I could sleep

an eternal sleep

so no would 

hear a peep from

me or about me 

 

 

`N` I wish I

could tell my

momma she

was right life

isn’t what you

expected it to

be it’s something

you try to

overcome in the

end `n` long run 

 

 

But all I 

do know is

I’m not

happy here

`n` I wish

I wasn’t here

but I am so

I’ve got deal

with it until 

I leave this

planet 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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